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| Subject: We're Ready To Get Back On Our Thrones, Get Our Crowns and Remain Undefeated Sat Apr 07, 2012 4:10 pm | |
| I'M MISS BAD MEDIA KARMA ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER DRAMA CAUSE I CANT SEE THE HARM IN WRESTLIN AND BEING A MOMMA AND WITH A KID ON MY ARMS I'M STILL AN EXCEPTIONAL EARNER YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME? YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME?----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------my opponent is none other than the team of Anna Stone and Kadri Ilves i am facing my opponent this Saturday night on Battle Grounds the number of words for this roleplay without coding is 2,478 words without coding ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I had a lot to prove for my return. Honest to god I did. I was nervous about it too. You see, I could play off as a girl that really didn't care and a girl who really wasn't worried about her return to the ring, but that wasn't the case, it wasn't the case at all. Not one bit to be honest.I'm sure Lillian had to be nervous too. We both had not stepped into the ring in quite some time, but even for her, she had it better. Altough she had only one match more than me in the IWF, she still faced off against bigger names. I didn't, and Anna Stone knew this, and she wasn't afraid to call me out on it when she tweeted me.We were coming into the ring with the New Blood Champion and a girl making her debut in the IWF. Now usually because of this, I wouldn't be so nervous because it kind of makes things 2 on 1 with the experience factor, however this girl was dating James Shark. Maybe that didn't mean something but then again maybe it did.If James Shark trained this girl or did even just a few sparring sessions with her and showed her some tricks, then me and Lillian could be in for a very short night and get handed the first losses of our careers.I took a deep breathe as I continued to stare out into the view from my parent's mansion in the balcony. I let the fresh air comfort me as I reached into my pocket, and pulled out a pack of ciggarettes. I always took time to read the little horror stories that were on the package.I wanted to quit somking, I really did. I know ciggarettes are disgusting but it really did help me relieve the stress that I had, and for the past few months I had been getting a lot of stress. From being injured to dealing with James Shark and his "care" for my son.I took the ciggerette to my lips and grabbed my lighter and lit it. I blew the smoke into the air and just took another deep breathe. I began to think about this match more and more. Me and Lillian were making our return but then again, me and Lillian had never teamed up with each other. Lillian always teamed up with Latoya Banks, in fact, those two considered me an enemy, it wasn't so long ago till Lillian and myself became friends.Because of this we can even walk out of this match as enemies. A lot of things could go wrong in this match, and it didn't help that this was the first time in my career that I was going into a match without any advice from James or the Swag Team over at the gym.When this match was made James texted me and told me that me and Lillian wouldn't be allowed to train at the 12 Inches Of Confidence Training Center. I thought that was pretty retarded, but ofcourse James didn't answer his phone and didn't respond to my angry text messages.It was really stupid that he would do that, that night he texted me, Kadri and him weren't even dating, they were just friends with benefits, so the fact that he would go ahead and do that just ticked me off, and to be honest I really couldn't get any sleep that night.I was his baby's momma, I was a girl he had known for years, and yet he had met this girl a week ago, she hadn't even competed yet in the IWF, and then he goes and does something like that to me and Lillian? He chooses to try and give us a disadvantage going into this match? That really pissed me off.All of a sudden, interupting my thoughts I heard some footsteps behind me. I turned around to see Shawn looking up at me. I took the ciggerette out of lips and placed it between my fingers.
KARLY ZEDIC: Shawn, baby, why don't you go watch some TV okay? It isn't good that your breathing this right now okay baby?
Shawn just continued to stare up at me, he scratched his head and just looked confused. I already knew what he was going to say and do he always did it when he saw me smoking...
SHAWN ZEDIC: Grandpa and Grandma says that smoking is bad.
I rolled my eyes then nodded my head, agreeing with him.
KARLY ZEDIC: I know honey, and that's why you have to go back inside now okay?
He didn't go back inside, he didn't even attempt to go back inside. Instead he just frowned at me and continued to stare at the ciggerette that was in between my fingers.
SHAWN ZEDIC: But mommy... if it is bad then why are you doing it?
I always gave him the same reason, the same response. We went over this everytime he caught me. I realized that somewhere in this conversation he would bring up his father, and right now I really didn't want to talk about that asshole. I put the ciggerette out and put my hand on Shawn's back, walking with him back into the house.
I had to win this match for a lot of reasons. I had something to prove to these people, and now that I was back living with my son, I had something to prove to him.
I may play off as the bad bitch type when the lights are on and the cameras are rolling, but I wasn't going to be the parent James was. I was going to show no love for my own son. I was different, I wasn't like him. I wasn't afraid to show love for my son. As much of an asshole his father is to him, Shawn likes watching his dad on TV, he likes seeing his dad win.
It was time to give Shawn a new role model, a new person to look up to. I was ready to take that place. I wanted Shawn to watch this match, and watch his Mom go out there, remain undefeated, and get her hands raised again.
I was raised to be a winner, not a loser.
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Well well well well.... what can I say?
I guess I can start off by saying it's good to be back, and it's good to know that I'll be once again stepping into the ring again. I missed this feeling, I really did.
Being sidelined due to injuries? yeah, that really sucked. I couldn't do anything, and at times I felt helpless. I hated that feeling so much, that I promised myself that when I returned, I would let my opponent or opponents feel the exact same Way.You see, I was hoping that I would get Serai Leone. Me and her have unfinished buisness. I called her out on Spring Fling, and I told the bitch that if she would rather be on her knees then step up, then all she had to do was ignore me. What did she choose to do? She chose to ignore me!
Hahaha... dumb BITCH!
Aside from her being nothing but a slutty ass hoe, I still had some respect for her. Believe it or not, I did have respect for her to a certain extent. I always saw her as the type of chick that really didn't care about who she was facing, or how much of an underdog she was in a match.... I saw her as the type of girl that would take on any challenge, at anytime.
I saw her kind of like myself, because that's exactly how I am. I don't care who you are, if your a male or a female, if your a champion or a contender, if your a big name or a legend... I really don't, if your up against me I'll do everything in my power to hit you, and hit you as hard as I can, over and over and over and over again.
However.. things really did change when she ignored me. It really opened my eyes about her, and before I get yelled at by you idiotic fans, or by Sean Libby for insulting his "one and only", then let me explain myself.....
Yes, I know she got attacked by SM Raye, I saw it, I heard it, I know all about it. Do I care? because that's the true question, does this matter and do I care? No and No. It doesn't matter at all really, and I honestly don't care.
Who cares if you got attacked, it was a week ago, you still could've faced me. Who cares if maybe he broke some bones or injured you really bad, you still could've taken this match.Nobody is really 100% coming into a match. Maybe training didn't go so well, maybe they didn't get enough of it, or over did it, and before you know it, we got men and women entering matches 80%, 40% hell even 10%. That doesn't stop them though Serai. It doesn't stop them because they were born for this type of thing. They have the passion, the pride, and the commitment. They have a job, and their paid good money to do it.
However.... your problem is not only are you too scared, but why take the match and get paid to get your ass kicked when you could be earning much, much, much more money sucking dick?
All I know is you backed out of this match, and I have no respect left for you what so ever. What I also know is tonight, tonight I take on Anna Stone, and Kadri Ilves.
Hmmmm..... now the question is... which bitch should I go at first? Hmm
You know what, I'm going to go right ahead with the new girl. Kadri Ilves. Kadri, Kadri, Kadri. I like your name.... it's really nice. However, I don't like your personality, and I don't like you.
But don't worry, I HATE Anna. See, there's a difference there. I hate Anna, but I just... don't like you.
I think your just a dumb cute blonde who is using Shark to get to the top of the IWF. Kind of like what Anna did. Anna Stone is only relevant right now because of Brandon Macdonald. Oh ya sure, Anna and Brandon are broken up.... but how did Anna get the New Blood Championship?
She got added into the match last minute. Who added her into the match? IWF GM Brandon Macdonald.
My point? Kadri , you haven't even had your first match here in IWF and your being talked about ALOT. There's a lot of attention on you right now and everyone is expecting something BIG out of you.
Why is there all this attention to a nobody? to a person who again... has not even competed yet? Because your fucking with James Shark, the IWF Heavyweight Champion and Tag Team Champion. Wait no... your not just fucking him... your dating him.
Jesus Christ.... sometimes I really feel like punching James in the face.
However at the same time, as a girl, I feel like bringing you aside and talking to you one on one, and telling you, girl to girl, that James is going to hurt you. You don't see it now, neither did Serai, and neither did Lillian or Latoya, neither did any of the girls he dated.
They all didn't see it, and then one day, out of nowhere.... BAM
To make matters worse, you two are even what?.... Living together? You guys moved in after what? A WEEK OF KNOWING EACH OTHER?
Remind me to really really punch James in the face when I see him.
This whole relationship is bullshit. You don't love him, your using him for his name and his fame. He doesn't love you, he's using you for that so called "best ever sex" that he's getting from you.
Actually.... let me change my mind, this relationship isn't bullshit, this relationship is PERFECT, you two are using eachother!, wow, a match made in heaven!
Oh and what? He's supposed to accompany you to the ring? Okay Kadri, well it's time, get ready for his true colors to show. James Shark is going to be up close with four sexy girls. I hope he goes on commentary because if that happens, then your going to really hear what he thinks about me, what he thinks about Lillian, what he thinks about Anna.
Your making a mistake... but then again you made a mistake accepting this matchup. Yeah I know you don't make the matches, and I know your just doing your job, but you KNOW your going to lose, therefore your making a big mistake by not even trying to get this match changed.
See you may think you have this match just because you got Anna with you, but girl, let me tell you something about Anna. Anna Stone sucks. She lost to Serai, and do you know something about Serai? Serai REALLY SUCKS.... in both ways
You see Kadri.... I'm just ready to tear this place apart, me and Lillian are ready to tear this place apart. We're the baddest bitches in IWF, and we're the queens of this motherfucker. We're ready to get back on our thrones, get our crowns, and remain undefeated.
Anna Stone says that we haven't faced anybody, and I'm sure she's going to act real funny when she gets on camera, but the fact of the matter is, we're undefeated and she's not.
Anna can say we haven't faced anyone special, but that's just an ignorant comment. Maybe if you look back at the people we've beaten, they are a bunch of nobodies, but that's just because they are nobodies NOW. When We faced off against those people last year, they were considered great.
I... no....WE, feel like we're not getting the credit we desereve, we really don't. Everywhere we go, we get asked about ring rust, we get asked about the shape we're in, and we get asked about the long layoff. It's like people really truly believe that you two girls are going to beat us just because me and Lillian haven't been in the ring for quite some time.
You want me to be brutally honest? I'm sick of it, sick of hearing it, and sick of dealing with it. I'm ready to go, and I'm ready to win. Same goes for Lillian. We both cannot wait to see the crowd react when we take you two bitches on, and just beat you, dominate you, overwhealm you two.
We're going to make it look easy, because really.... it will be easy.
I'll see you two in the ring |
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