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| Subject: Old Enough To Make My Own Decisions Sat Apr 14, 2012 10:40 pm | |
| IM MISS BAD MEDIA KARMA ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER DRAMA CAUSE I CANT SEE THE HARM IN WRESTLIN AND BEING A MOMMA
AND WITH A KID ON MY ARMS IM STILL AN EXCEPTIONAL EARNER YOU WANT A PEICE OF ME? YOU WANT A PEICE OF ME.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my opponent is none other than the team of Sean Libby and Kadri Ilves i am facing my opponent this Saturday night on Spring Fling Tour Stop 2 the number of words for this roleplay without coding is 1,014 words without coding ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I threw the shirt on the floor, and one by one my closet began to look more and more empty. I was having a real hard time trying to figure out what to wear, and I really hated the feeling. I was just so nervous.
I would find something I would want to wear, something that I felt as if would look good, but whatever it was would either not match with my pants, not match with my shoes, or would just not look the way I thought it would look by the time I actually wore it and looked in the mirror.
I remembered being this nervous before. Of course it was when me and James went on our first date, but this was ages ago. Sometimes I would find myself sitting on the edge of the bed with my phone in my hands, wondering if I should cancel this date or not.
My son walked upstairs a few times, only to ask me why I was making such a big mess. My room right now was a HUGE mess. The floor was covered with different clothing articles, from boots to shirts.
I got on my knees and pulled my hair back. It was weird but I almost wanted to cry in desperation. If only my opponents Sean and Kadri could see me now, then they would be just laughing their heads off.
DADDY ZEDIC: Karly... look at you, look at this room, what's going on?
I turned around in shock. I didn't hear my Dad coming up the stairs, and I didn't think he would be home so early. I sighed, because I knew how he felt about boys. Based on the scene I left in my room, he had to know that I was going to go on a date.
He shook his head in dissapointment and walked over to the bed, he sat on it and looked up at me, then motioned for me to sit beside him. I did what I was told.
DADDY ZEDIC: Who is he?
I really didn't know how to explain Brandon. We had just been having sex, not talking about who we are, and even before the sex, we had hung out a bunch of times but not just the two of us. We had always hung out with each other in groups. He was and still is one of James Shark's best friends, and at that time, I was a good friend of James.
Whenever they would go to parties or just hang out, I would always get tagged along. As I sat there ready to tell my father who I was going to go on a date with, I knew that I couldn't tell him that Brandon was friends with James.
My father hated James Shark and he hated James Shark with a passion. He had good reason to hate him too.
KARLY ZEDIC: Oh Dad, he's the sweetest guy ever. He's so nice, he's the General Manager of the IWF, a former world champion in the company and a mulitiple world champion in the NLWF. His name is Brandon, Brandon Macdonald, and I really like him, this... this is special for me and I hope you understand that.
My father sucked his teeth in and shook his head in dissapointment.
DADDY ZEDIC: I'm not cool with you getting too attatched to these guys Karly, not anymore I'm not. I don't like this.
I stood up from the bed and just looked at him.
KARLY ZEDIC: Dad if it's about James you can just move on ok? We broke up in 2009, I learned from my relationship with him, and Brandon is different.
All of a sudden my son came into the room, he must've heard Brandon's name because his eyes were all lit up. My heart started to beat, hoping he wouldn't say anything.
SHAWN ZEDIC: Mommy are you talking about Brandon McDonalds?
My father looked at Shawn with surprised, then back at me, I didn't want to answer the question, but my father answered it himself by nodding his head.
DADDY ZEDIC: Yes Shawn we are, what do you know about Brandon?
I never even knew that Shawn knew Brandon, but he must've known Brandon when he was living with Shark. Maybe Brandon came over a few times, I knew that while Shawn was living with James, James had spent some time with Anna, Brandon's ex-wife, and my tag team partner for this week, but I never knew that Shark and Brandon hung out during that time. I eyed my son down, hoping he wouldn't say anything about James, because that would tick my father off.
SHAWN ZEDIC: He's Daddy's best friend.
My father got up, he gently took Shawn out of the room and came back a few minutes later, he looked at me from the door.
DADDY ZEDIC: Your not going out tonight... not with him... not with this Brandon guy.
I walked over and grabbed my bag. I held it in my arms and walked past him. I was old enough to make my own decisions, and maybe it was time for me to move out, I had more than enough money to do so. I walked downstairs, I could hear my father screaming at me, trying to get me to not leave the door, but I opened it, and began to leave.
I turned the corner, and waited in front of the garage. Brandon was supposed to pick me up. I looked at what I was wearing, and it was rather simple. I hoped he liked it, but it just made me even more nervous. Who knew where he would take me? We might even be going to a fancy restaurant.
I didn't know why I liked Brandon so much, I really didn't, but what I did know is that he had feelings for me too. I just knew it, I could tell. Right now it was just a matter of the both of us deciding where to take our feelings, and what to do with them. |
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