Stepping away from the game

After years of doing this, years of running the best fed ever created, I'm going to finally walk away from it all. Things in my life are way too good, way too busy for me to put in my best effort here. I haven't even been on in a week, haven't read anything, etc. Not only that, but I just don't have that same drive I used to have, that same love for the game that made me work to be the very best. I always thought my last post would be some long, drawn out goodbye, but now that i'm actually doing it, I realize I have very little to say. Thanks for allowing me to gain complete and total closure. It was one helluva ride, that's for damn sure. To the friends I made, be they real or backstabbing bastards, you will be missed. I'll do my best to remember you all at your very best.

Well, that'll do it. See ya. Game over for me

I think ma black ass would count as a "backstabbing bastard" but to me you still ma homie even if u want to be or natt.
It woulda been nice if u coulda ended ur e fed career with a war but u had shit to do and real life does come first.
Do it up big in the real life doee, pop sum cherries, smoke dat kush, chop sum bitties, marry a rich gyaldem.

We'll all miss you, it was pree sick havin you back with us. Visit yo boys in the chatbox once in a while homiee.

1Love, (<- YES gangster shit, I always wanted to write that!)

Jason Hawk can already hear Corey Casey and Tim Patrick celebrate




Oh well, I guess everyone has to walk away at some point. But anyways, it was nice getting to know you. I don't know about the rest but I will miss you and I doubt that I will ever meet anyone so creative and with such great writing skills. Yes, you were probably the best at this game I ever met and I met some pretty awesome people.

Come visit the chatbox from time to time. That is not a suggestion... IT IS AN ORDER!!

BAI NIK! WE MIS U!!!

and PM

Yeah man. This is really a sad day. But if it's what you want, then it's what is right. I sent you an email with a better goodbye LOL. Hopefully you can check that out.

Bai Nick

Well I knew I'd see the day Nick Ridicule said ' I'm out bitches!' But I didn't know it would be so soon. There's really a lot to say for me but I'll keep it under control

Wow.. There are soo many memories that I'll have to hold onto as long as I keep e-fedding. I remember the day I was going to leave NLWF forever and never come back but then you asked me about Tiffany and Brenton going out and I was like ' Maybe this dude can change my mind about leaving.' It's good to say you did change my mind and despite the shit I was going through in real life, NLWF was my world of escaping and it kept me going. I love that your imagination goes crazy and your full of ideas that people would never even think about or dream of. I love that you can be a complete asshole but have a sweet side deep inside that assholeness. (Don't think thats a word but whatevs.) It surprises me because I can be like that to and we never clashed. I'll miss our late night adventures in the chatbox. (Definitely sounds wrong but its not.) No matter how insane they became. I thank you so much for making Alison Williams better then ever because now she's apart of me. You did it for all my characters. To Maddox Li all the way to my personal favorite, RAWRLURB, I don't think they wouldn't have been great if it weren't for you. You really are the best RP writer I've ever seen in my 4 years of writing. You are one of my best friends and I loved talking to you all time. The jokes you made put smiles on my face all the time. I really enjoyed the journey you took me on and all the opportunities you gave me.


I hope you have fun in the paradise you live in. I hope you keep taking pictures with palm trees in it. (Classic moment.) Keep your bitches in check and if they ever go into stalker mode, you know where I am. Cause I handle that shit well. I love you a lot Nicky.


Bai hun. I'll miss you.

Believe it or not...i am kind of happy kind of sad to see you go mate. I am happy to see the character of Nick Ridicule finally die...but i am sad to see Brenton Cyrus go. When I first came into this game, you (as BC) was the one who helped me, taught me everything i knew then, helped push me to the moon and back...a fact i can never repay you for man. You were the one who had enough faith in me heading into the first City of Evil PPV to give a guy (who had been around NLWF a total of a month) the world title. And I mean that literally...you GAVE the world title to me haha.

Long story short: for the beginning i want to say half of my career you were my mentor, and my friend...and i am sad to see the remnants of that man go.

Thank you Brenton (since this is a requiem to Brenton and not Nick) for all that you've done for me and for helping me at the start of my career.

I don't know if you will see this post so just to be sure you get it, i will be e-mailing this on

I think people expected me to go on some long, well thought out so long and goodbye for someone like you. I wish I had one. I don't.

It was fun. Take care. Adieu.

I may not know you as much as most of these people here but i will say this. You are one hell of a writer, and RPer. I can tell from these people that they know you were truely great. And i know that you can write a match and make a guy leave in serious pain.

So long Nick. You shall be missed.

Good Luck. As one fellow writer to another I salute you.


Carpe diem

It was a grand pleasure knowing you Nick/BC. You taught me a lot about E-Fedding, and your accomplishments will never be forgotten.

Take care, take care, take care.

In the short tim you and I had to speak to one another I begrudgingly respected you. I had heard some god awful things but was able to put those to the side and see a guy that had a drive to dominate in everything he did, and trust me that's not a bad thing. I have learned a lot from the folks in this place, you included, and for that I thank you good Sir...